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Let me tell you, I thought moving to California would be the start of my art hoe life.

I've been telling myself for a while that I would get this whole thing going. Get settled in, get set up, make art, keep making art, work hard, save up for a dslr, make a legit website, start blogging again, be consistent, apply to shows and fairs, don't be so depressed, get over yourself god damn it why can't you pick up a pencil you idiot--

Being an art hoe is expensive and exhausting and depression is permanent. I'll just stick with being the loser I always have been. Just...more consistent.